Well it has been a while since I have been on here. Haven’t seemed to have found the time. Lots has changed too. I am no longer getting married and now trying to get back into the work force. Having to live with my now ex fiance till I find a job which has proven difficult on both of us. While we try to keep happy faces in front of the kids deep down I know we both want to kill each other. Still working on crochet. Have made some really pretty infinity scarves that I have made a little money off of. Wish I was able to sell enough to keep my family fed and a roof over our heads but in reality…. it isn’t going to happen (at least right now). I am also seeing someone, well kind of. I have known him for 5 years but he has lived states away from me. We have never seen each other face to face… EVER but I have such a strong attraction to him. I can honestly say for the first time in my life I am truly in love. He is 8 years younger than me and comes from a very different background than I do. He is Puerto Rican but has lived in the states since he was born. He makes me smile and has the cutest accent. Not to mention when he gets upset he starts to speak spanglish and it makes me laugh every time. He acts 10 times more mature and more of a man than my ex ever could think about acting. He is responsible, even with as young as he is. I do worry a bit about the age difference between us since I do have 2 kids and he is only 22. I worry about how he will do with 2 step sons at that young of an age but he plans on moving here as soon as I get my own place. He plans on building a life with me and my sons. He wants to marry me and have a child with me (before I get to old lol). I still have a lot to learn about him and look forward to learning all his quirks. I have never been more excited about spending my life with a man than I do right now. Despite my current living situation I am actually pretty happy. Actually a lot happier than I have been in a long time. My next post I will put up my most recent projects. Hope those who are reading are having a wonderful day! God bless!